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The Mysterious Fish

Posted by: Ms Ayain Ms Aya's Papers

Mood: None

Beneath you’ll find a disoriented looking sheep.. along with a brush and some hair clips that I’ve not used for a very long time. (Laughs nervously)

A lot has been going on for me.. most of which were unfortunate happenings which I do not wish to speak of.

I can tell you a strange happening though.

One night, the whole neighborhood blacked out and there wasn’t much we could do other than to wait for the current to return.

While my brother and mother were talking, suddenly I heard a strange sound coming from outside.

“Pat pat pat…,” it sounded. 

The first thing that struck me was perhaps 1 of our tortoise got out of the pond. So I hurried outside and shined the torch light into the drain to check and there — I found not my green friend but a fish… A LIVE FISH – Wriggling in the shallow and dried drain.

I called my brother over to take a look and he was puzzled.

How did the fish end up in the drain? 

Even stranger… We have no such fish in our pond! 

More questions were in mind but we decided to save the fish before it dies. So my brother scooped the fish out, placed it gently into our pond and watched it come back to life.

We then scouted the house to look for any suspicions as what may have thrown or place the fish in our drain. I doubt there were anybody playing a prank on us because my brother and Auwlithe were outside most of the time. I’m very certain no one could have thrown the fish into our drain.

And here’s the thing:

  1. We don’t have a fish like that. We only have 3 red-bellied fishes and gold fishes whereas the new fin looks like one of those you have on your dinner plate.
  2. The damn thing was alive, struggling in a dried drain.

If you think this is strange, well indeed it is. However get ready for something stranger..

In less than 2 minutes, my brother and I went to check the pond to later find the fish nowhere in sight.

It disappeared. <O_o>

It just did!

We searched high and low for the mysterious fish but to no avail.

My brother could only draw out 2 explanations to this freaky happening:

  • Perhaps it’s a glitch. You know, world glitch? An error as those seen in video games.. Suddenly something that shouldn’t be there appeared and removed quickly?
  • Perhaps years from now, my brother and I used a time machine to play a prank on ourselves.

[ . . . ]

Okay… We can’t explain this… just as we can’t fathom how the fish reappeared on our lawn the next morning.. <=__=> ↓

Stupid fish… Where did you come from? 

Mood: Y~ay!

Double rainbow all the way~~!

There are 2 rainbows but the other one has slightly faded. <´•__•`> ↓

Oh well …

There you have it… Something to look at. (Laughs)

Before I go, sorry for not blogging often and replying comments. Sheep can’t seem to sit in front of the computer for long these days. <´•__•`>

Baa… <u__u>

Mood: Mad


Imagine… You are going through a difficult time.. In this situation, maybe you failed an exam or an unfortunate incident happened to you. <x__x>

Upset and in despair, you go to a friend or a family member to seek comfort and consolation. At this point you really need encouragement and a comeback however you can’t seem to bounce out of this gloom on your own.

So your buddy tries to revive your spirits and keep you positive but negativity overwhelms you. Well, you are deeply effected and saddened so much so you just can’t help but to counter every word with negativity and excuses to remain in this depressing state.

Then… your buddy says, “Hey! There are others who failed/are in a more terrible situation than you!”

“Sucks to be them…”, is what you may mumble under your breath. 

Or if you are feeling very sore, self-centered and the whole world is being unfair to you at the moment, perhaps you’ll snap back, “So!? What have THEY got to do with ME!?”

Otherwise, you might feel relief that others are going through the same unfortunate situation as you do and finally able to eat some cakes.

Personally, I don’t react well when people try to cheer me up along the lines of “who-and-who is doing worse than you!”

In fact it angers me! <`A´>/

I dislike when people expect me to cheer up after learning that other people are suffering the same situation or much worse because — you are asking me to rejoice upon other people’s misery! <`A´>/

I understand that you want me to be grateful that I’m not in total loss and despair as some other people however, it’s hard to find comfort and consolation in someone else’s misfortune. <´•__•`>

It just doesn’t feel right. <´•__•`>

Instead, I hope those people who are enduring the same problem or a great ordeal to pull through and may they find their solution and happiness.

I won’t say I’m so unselfish to think this way at the same time I don’t have that mentality of wanting to save just my own ass. Although I may not be able to relief these people of their worries, I certainly do not want to harp over their miseries to make myself feel any better.

With that said, please don’t ever tell me the grass on the other side is dying. Just — hug me and say, “Talk to me when you feel like it.” Of course, say this only if you mean it. (Laughs)


Sheep wonders… Is it wrong to think and see it this way? <´•__•`>

Oh well… What do you think? <.__.>

↑ Tomorrow — Sheep in Wonderland~! (Laughs)

As We Grow, Life Changes

Posted by: Ms Ayain Ms Aya's Papers

Mood: Yawn


How is everyone feeling? <´•ω•`>

Is there anything you are very enthused about? Or nervous because there are exams waiting for you to crack over? <´∀`>ノ

In any case, I very well hope everyone is doing fine and dandy~

On my part… Thankfully sheep is less upset and seem to be regaining her spirits. A good night’s sleep is the best cure to ‘restarting’ the mind’s gear! In all honesty~!

With this said, do try to turn in early for the night instead of staying all night drowning in worries~

Anyway today… I had  lunch with a colleague and she told me bits and pieces of her marriage. Ever since I begun working here, I’ve been hearing words like ‘parents’, ‘wives’, ‘husbands’ and ‘children’ a lot. It’s a school — Of course those words crop up like mushrooms!

The thing is — Some of my colleagues are already married and they share a glimpse about their husbands (Well, majority of the staffs are women).

So after I had lunch with my colleague, I can’t help but to feel odd because — Husband talk?

I thought only 30+ year old people talk about their spouses— 

[ . . . ]

Please let me rephrase: Only women talk about their husbands. We know darn well husbands don’t talk about their wives (unless they want to do their dick measuring to see who scored the best babe OR mighty scared their wives find out about their secret cubicle bitching).


So I then remembered that my colleague is more senior than me; so is the rest of the staffs. In addition, I realized that I am in this new phase in life in which the subjects of interest changes.

You know… When you are in kindies to elementary school — You talk to your mummy about that boy you like in school.

Then in secondary school, you have ‘crushes’ and may even have ‘boyfriends’.

In University, they are still known as boyfriend(s) — well.. A truly privileged boyfriend(s) with exclusive treatment.

Thereafter, we may now pronounce you, “Husband and wife~

Currently I am in the after-20-years-old dating stage. Come to think of it, I have not been listening to girly gossips on who-is-having-a-crush-on-who anymore. They just don’t reach my ears anymore and this has made me understand why adults couldn’t seem to care of such things anymore.

Uno, it doesn’t concern them (provided their daughter is being fiercely pursued by a horny teenage boy). Duos, they have their own level of gossips.

Eventually we grow out of old habits and routines, correct? <.__.>

Style changes. Topics changes. Priority changes. Preference changes.

The point is — you will go very far in life, maybe at a fast pace too without realizing and once you do stop to let events seep in, you will find out that you’ve changed — or not, but the environment that surrounds you most definitely has evolved (Heaven forbids — The world deteriorates and every living being mutates into a vicious zombie out for live meat — GAAAH! Ma ta ro!”

From talking about anime and games to husband talk — that’s a big leap for me! (Laughs) I mean — When I was younger, I did interact with adults however they do not discuss about their husbands to me — rather, they gloat about their children and how adorable they are. <-__->

Anyway I’m a bit stunted at the moment and I foresee there will be tons of family talks ahead of my days. I guess my youth is expiring soon.. (Laughs nervously)


I can always come home, eat a pack of Skittles and become a 9 year old again! You too, when you’re happy, you’re happy and that makes you youthful. Keep this in mind! 

Oh right, since this entry is about age — I might as well lump this topic which I intended to blog on a separate entry. 

Sorry to keep you here for long? Sheep will be quick — promise! <´•ω•`>/

Working in this environment, I meet people of all ages. Young, same age, old — Just when you think it’s a great pool of people to socialize with.

However for some of us… we seem to only be attracted to people of a certain age.

Perhaps you get along better with your friend’s parents than your school mates. Or you prefer to hang out with the kids in the playground than to join your office folks.

Pretty sure you noticed that your friends mostly consist of a particular age, either older, younger or as old as you are.

Well I think that initially, we commence by making friends who are in the same year as we do. For one, when we go to school we are grouped according to age and then put in the same class. So naturally we start our friendship building in our classroom.

Then we slowly connect to other classmates who are also in the same year. From there, our social network expands and we mingle with people of all ages.

But why do we have this connection to people of a particular age?

Example, why is he so popular among the younger girls and why does the seniors hang out with that junior girl!?

You know, that sort of thing?

Well my hypothesis would be…

It’s all about your maturity level.

Suppose you are more interested in life after college, you would prefer to hang out with your working seniors to learn and get insights of working life.

So as for children lovers (No, I don’t mean pedophiles and cougars mind you!),  you naturally have the ability to deal with them than with a fully grown adult.


This will be as far as I explain my hypothesis because..

As promised — Sheep shall not keep you here any longer therefore today’s questions~~~!

1. What stage in life are you in now? As in what kind of topic mostly surrounds you?

2. What do you think will always be your interest in conversation? Games? Celebrities? Gossips on your friends *naughty naughty*

3. Which age group do you feel most comfortable with and which is lesser?

4. Do guys talk about girls? <.__.>

5. If someone were to pay you $100 to drink 5 cans of coke and follow up with 5 somersaults, would you take up this wage?

5. … Do you find sheep being a nuisance online? (Laughs nervously)

PS: I see very long replies in the previous entries. Sheep will try to reply as soon as possible. With this sudden surge of happy energy, sheep is going to abuse it by running in circles ergo.. see ya~