Dear readers and stumblers,
It has been a tremendously long time since my last update. If you were to read my previous posts, you will notice that I start my sentences with “hey it’s been a long time.” (Laughs) It seems that I visit my blog once a month.
Anyway, I wonder if everyone is having a good time. We are already in the month of June and damn, time is surely moving fast. A lot of things are happening globally such as earthquakes, boats capsizing, plane crashes and so on. It is so unfortunate for those who are going through such disasters.
As for those who are save from the above terrors, we too still have our individual struggles to go day by day.
Sigh… Speaking of individual struggles, I am having several of my own. Since last month, life has been so suffocating for me. The work load is fine however, it’s the people and all the interaction with them that is suffocating me somehow. Apart from that, some people turned out to be major disappoinments and annoyances which makes me want to just pick up my feet and run as far as I can go. In addition, I got myself attached to some people and soon they are going to leave me. I am.. Sadly not a person who can bear farewells as I fear getting abandoned, despite being someone who prefers to be alone, once I have some sort of fondness, I become a little sheep wanting its sheperd.
Bottomline, life is pretty languid on my side. (´･_･`)
… But I will manage it somehow. It’s just a matter of setting emotions aside and things will be alright again.
It’s funny. I always thought that emotions will help to push a person forward, like how desire fuels a person. But the way it appears, emotions does nothing but creating stumbling blocks.
If that is what emotions does to me, I rather not feel a thing regardless of how heartless it’s going to be. Afterall, this is an individual battle so it concerns no one, nay?
Anyway, I got to go now.
Hope you are faring way better than me in life!