Mood: Sleepy and retarded

Hey~lo!

Below is a less than a minute demonstration on how the sheep makes her bed every morning — and after every dreamy naps! ↓

(Laughs)

Step 1: Stretch out like a Star Fish.

Step 2: As you sit up, fold the top blanket down to your thighs.

Step 3: Remove by slipping yourself out of the bed.

And ta~da~!

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I’m a genius~! 

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Sheep is so bored right now and thought sheep should update PaperDiaries however with this empty head of mine — There is just no brain juice flowing out to my fingertips! (Tears)

Having that said, please pardon the poorly constructed words and thoughts!

Life has been rather kind to me as I have zero problems at home and at work in which I am thankful to be spared from unnecessary dramas. However at times I do wish for something dramatic to happen rather than an uneventful life because from happenings, you actually learn and get something out from it. Even a mistake as an outcome is welcomed because an empty result is plain and useless.

For instance you conduct a science experiment with 2 different specimens to observe their reaction to a chemical of the same substance. At the end of the experiment, Subject A reacts to the chemical while Subject B remains as in the initial stage.

Now here, we all will be captivated differently. You may be amazed by the changes in Subject A because of the drastic reconstruction caused by a single chemical. While I on the other hand is fascinated at how Subject B can remain the way it was despite the mixture and stay unaffected.

I guess we can apply this ‘theory’ on people, do you agree?

You will definitely have friends who changes over time as well as some of those who are still the way they are. Be it environment, lifestyle or events that shaped them — there will always be an outcome.

Some of us admire the changes in our friends. From a quiet guy to an extremely bold and outspoken person. We surely take notice of such transformation. Of course it depends on what kind of changes one undergoes; positive or negative.

As above, a timid introvert who begins to speak out his beautiful thoughts is a positive change… Unless he becomes a condescending who insults people then yea, that is a negative whereby you are giving up your good traits to be immoral. In other words, like a fallen angel.

So think about it. Do you know of anyone who had changed drastically and one who is the same old same old individual?

Which attracts you the most?

Do you find that people who don’t transform to be dull and uninteresting?

I give you some time to flash back, okee?

On my side, I do know a few who became different individuals from before in both positive and negative perspective.

I do salute the ones who has changed for the better however, what I think I am attracted to are those who can stay the way they have always been. Especially those who possessed really good traits and values. I think it is amazing how these people can preserve themselves from influences and confusions. No matter what happens, they stay the same and that is what I would say — truly pure hearted.

Gossips and rumours are always breeding among people, in attempt to create enemies and ill thoughts among each other. You may have been a victim to this whereby your friend discourages you from befriending this girl. She tells you how bad that other girl is and always updating you her supposedly misdeeds. You have never actually spoken to that girl but you trust your friend so you took her advice and have vicious thoughts of her.

And when you finally get to know this girl, you realized how much of a good person she is and how things could have been different for both of you if only you were not influenced by your friend.

Derailing from the topic? No. People become different with such influences.

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Enough about my output. And you — snap out of your flash back and tell me something! (Laughs)

Do you like people who changes? Or one who does not?
What kind of changes do you admire? Which part of ourselves should we preserve?
Do you think you have changed?
Ne? Ne? *pesters*

PS: Sorry for the lack of visual aid. Sheep is using her iPad to blog and am not literate with HTML.

Mood: Dumb

Oisu~o grando minna-san~!

This is Ms Aya who last night ran out of shampoo and thought….. <´•ω•`> ↓

… resorting to dog shampoo was a good idea… ↓

.. in which thankfully — left my hair undamaged and… actually pretty good. (Laughs)

It doesn’t make you smell entirely like a dog and it could easily pass off as any regular shampoo. <^-^>/

No shit! It is better than to accidentally use body wash on your hair!  <≥A≤>/ (is one who can never have body soap on her hair)

Anyway, because my house is really out of shampoo and my mother refuses to use Auwlithe’s shampoo, I had to drag myself out to fetch and then to only return with …. ↓

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A damn shower cream… 

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Can someone please pinch my cheeks? <-____->lll

That said — Another round of dog shampoo, anyone? 

Mood: Blushing!

If you read my biodata, you will know that red is one of my favorite colors. 

I like the shade of crimson on many things be it clothes, books, ribbons… and bodies. (Grins)

It is a very pretty and beautiful color that makes a strong and bold statement.

However — I really wish upon a merciful star that my skin redness can just go away! <´•__•`>

As some of you may know by now (from my previous entries or personal encounter with sheep), I tend to blush very easily and it isn’t the kind of blush which one may consider as ‘cute’ and such a darling.

My blushes flare up like some drunkard intoxicated redneck with skin diseases and about to burst into flames.

I hope this hideous and exaggerating description of mine is one of my many bias and self-depreciating perceptions however I fear.. that most people are actually seeing me as unsightly as I see myself to be.

Now.. sheep needs no alcohol or any other adrenaline consumption to burn up — It just happens. Whether I am talking to a guy OR girl, family members and even to my dog. You may say my body betrays my mind in the sense that I could be thinking of something embarrassing and my redness somehow reveals my thoughts. (Strange thing is I still blush to anyone or anything even when I have no affection for that person/object. What the jellybeans, nay???)

Also sometimes I am shy or just got back from under the sun hence the blushes.

But it’s really getting out of hand! 

The worst part is when I blush, people have the tendency to point out and ask (whatever the firetruck for..) and it throws me into a panic state which increases the redness!

As mentioned before, it’s like a peninsular surfacing my face! (Cries)

This has been an ongoing issue — most problematic and uncontrollable issue with no solution. 

Since when?

Back in school!

I am always breaking away from communication with people just to cool down and regain my composure. It’s really sucky and that makes me admire people who can keep their cool and never change their colors at all!

Anyway…

Sheep has tried googling for a solution but to no avail. All I have gotten are sites speaking in Scientific terms as though I am having herpes plus ending with a ‘deal-with-it’ attitude.

I guess — I should be like an ostrich; dig a hole and hide my head beneath the ground whenever I feel the heat. <u__u>

(Sigh) Do any of you have the same problem or at one stage feel — THE SHAME OF BLUSHING?

Blushing in shame is one thing but this — is the shame OF blushing…

How can one overcome and seal our redness? (Cries)

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PS: Sheep is supposed to write a review on her Samsung Galaxy SII, no? Well I think it’s long over due and you fellas must have lost interest in it. So forget about it and let’s move on, ok? Should you have any questions regarding the phone and apps, you may still ask sheep though. I — am your friendly customer service. <^-^>/ (Smiles)