Liar’s Game

Posted by: Ms Ayain Diary of Ashes, Ms Aya's Papers

「From the day I was born, till the day I die, the only side I am on… Is my own.」

I really cannot trust anybody. It’s like I’m just waiting for the end to find out that everything was just a big cruel joke on me.

What happens, when words do not reach you anymore? When every word translates into lies and deception?

Everyone uses different words yet lead to the same lies. It’s really funny and humorous. The methods and manner of speech which they learned from self-improvement books and seminars on how to persuade — if you are already familiar with these, what other means can persuade you then?

Friends, comrades, buddies — you can talk to me with that filthy mouth of yours but that’s none of my business. I have my own goals to reach and the only side I’m ever taking is my own.

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4 comments so far

1.  Nica
August 28th, 2014 at 5:46 pm

Hello, Aya-san!

I’ve been stalking your blog for quite a few years now, and even bought the same gadgets based on your reviews. I don’t always comment on any sites or blogs I visit but I recently realized that I owe you this at least.

Don’t get me wrong but I do feel a connection with you. (Wow, that sounds so creepy, no? ‘^__^) Maybe it was because I could relate to most of your posts (not the anime/cosplay/game-related ones, though hehe) about life and all that sh*t.

I’m glad that you somehow got the time to post some more on your blog. I just want to let you know that somewhere out there someone is cheering you up and will be happy to see you reach your dreams.

That’s all. Good luck! :) ))))

2.  Ms Aya
August 29th, 2014 at 9:43 pm

Dear Nica

Thank you so much for your patronage and support!
I really didn’t think anyone would come here! (Laughs)
And no, it’s not creepy. It’s only creepy if you have ‘chemistry’ with me. XD
Thank you and wish you well too! ^__^

3.  Nica
September 4th, 2014 at 9:22 am

Chemistry? No, girl, NO! HAHAHA! XD

I like reading your posts so post some more (and often), please! :3

Btw, the title of this post reminds me of the manga I’m reading right now — Liar Game (ライアーゲーム, Raiā Gēmu). ^^

4.  Mouton
February 5th, 2015 at 5:06 pm

A society is a virtual space where living beings learns to share their feelings in order to achieve global goals through personal goals.

This sounds like we are part of a matrix, aren’t we ?

Well, you can’t trust anybody, you have your own goals, that’s fine. But how much these people are different from you ? Maybe you don’t use trash words as they do, but you sure express your intents your own way. That’s your subconscious part expressing.

You can’t put words on the mysterious link which tends to bound each others because it is not a scientific fact but a belief. Beliefs rule social networks, they rule the human nature, even the most pragmatic person would be tied up to its beliefs and couldn’t understand the deepest coags in its machinery. We are made of feelings, which doesn’t exist in the world outside of our brains.

So, did you ask yourself why you want that hard to express yourself ? To achieve your personnal goals ? Do you know why if it’s not the society which lead you on this path ? In what place/person/memory/thing do you put your trust ? There is at least one, it may be yourself.

I’m aware that this is how things works. Yet, I can’t help but try to look for another point of view of the whole situation.

Some days I can share my thought with you, some days I can’t. That’s because someday you look a bit more like me, then I trust in you, and some you don’t so I can’t trust in you. Human nature. ;)
Of course, we aspire being different, unique, so we are very inclined to refuse these facts. However, accept it would make us really different, unique.


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