Redness Go Away!

Posted by: Ms Ayain Ms Aya's Papers

Mood: Blushing!

If you read my biodata, you will know that red is one of my favorite colors. 

I like the shade of crimson on many things be it clothes, books, ribbons… and bodies. (Grins)

It is a very pretty and beautiful color that makes a strong and bold statement.

However — I really wish upon a merciful star that my skin redness can just go away! <´•__•`>

As some of you may know by now (from my previous entries or personal encounter with sheep), I tend to blush very easily and it isn’t the kind of blush which one may consider as ‘cute’ and such a darling.

My blushes flare up like some drunkard intoxicated redneck with skin diseases and about to burst into flames.

I hope this hideous and exaggerating description of mine is one of my many bias and self-depreciating perceptions however I fear.. that most people are actually seeing me as unsightly as I see myself to be.

Now.. sheep needs no alcohol or any other adrenaline consumption to burn up — It just happens. Whether I am talking to a guy OR girl, family members and even to my dog. You may say my body betrays my mind in the sense that I could be thinking of something embarrassing and my redness somehow reveals my thoughts. (Strange thing is I still blush to anyone or anything even when I have no affection for that person/object. What the jellybeans, nay???)

Also sometimes I am shy or just got back from under the sun hence the blushes.

But it’s really getting out of hand! 

The worst part is when I blush, people have the tendency to point out and ask (whatever the firetruck for..) and it throws me into a panic state which increases the redness!

As mentioned before, it’s like a peninsular surfacing my face! (Cries)

This has been an ongoing issue — most problematic and uncontrollable issue with no solution. 

Since when?

Back in school!

I am always breaking away from communication with people just to cool down and regain my composure. It’s really sucky and that makes me admire people who can keep their cool and never change their colors at all!


Sheep has tried googling for a solution but to no avail. All I have gotten are sites speaking in Scientific terms as though I am having herpes plus ending with a ‘deal-with-it’ attitude.

I guess — I should be like an ostrich; dig a hole and hide my head beneath the ground whenever I feel the heat. <u__u>

(Sigh) Do any of you have the same problem or at one stage feel — THE SHAME OF BLUSHING?

Blushing in shame is one thing but this — is the shame OF blushing…

How can one overcome and seal our redness? (Cries)

PS: Sheep is supposed to write a review on her Samsung Galaxy SII, no? Well I think it’s long over due and you fellas must have lost interest in it. So forget about it and let’s move on, ok? Should you have any questions regarding the phone and apps, you may still ask sheep though. I — am your friendly customer service. <^-^>/ (Smiles)

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15 comments so far

1.  FaMe
February 25th, 2012 at 7:20 am

Awww… Thats so sad of you. I feel sorry for it.

2.  long
February 26th, 2012 at 12:13 am

well,i think it’s just the way you are.
i had classmate that blush the same way,i think it’s ok.kinda cute.
don’t need to worry about it.

i heard samsung galaxy s2 is not so good?the colour is too saturated?

3.  Ms Aya
February 26th, 2012 at 5:33 pm

Dear FaMe and Long

!! Tears !!

It’s so embarrassing and it worsens when I have to explain to people if they do ask about it!

Oh, yes. The color is very dull. It may look really vivid and clear which is because of the AMOLED screen but once transferred to the PC, the actual quality is bad. :\

4.  Same Prob.
June 25th, 2012 at 12:31 am

Was looking for some drawing tutorials (FOUND IT!!!) and got to this site!

Started to read some of your blogging. Is it (as it says in the text) that you blush even for no particular reason? Because I got the same problem. Though if I look someone in the eyes I tend to blush.

You are not the only one!

5.  StillDoll
August 25th, 2012 at 10:16 pm

Moshi Moshi Ms Aya! :)
if you don’t mind, can i ask you some questions? ne?

- Isn’t the Galaxy SII to big for phone? is it not a hassle to use since it’s somewhat big?
- is the battery life good?
- is it good for web browsing.
- on the scale of 1 to 10, how would you rate it?

Gomen nasai. ^o^ sorry for the long post miss aya. i just wanna know since im planning to get it for my birthday. thank you! \(^-^)/

6.  Mahri
August 26th, 2012 at 7:32 pm

Ms. Aya~

I have the exact same phone as you xD
I just wanna know where you got the icons for your home screen! D:

Is it the GoLauncher?

Thanks <3
I've been following you since your Ice Cream phone days… (I had that phone too! xD)

7.  Ms Aya
August 31st, 2012 at 5:42 pm

Get GO Launcher and download from GO Themes. ^^
Try searching for lucky art and ZT art because these developers have really cute themes!

Thanks for following that long! We surely have the same taste in phones! (High fives!)


It’s broad but slim so it should be okee. You will get used to it until one day, you will find smaller phones to be such problematic things! (Laughs)

Battery life… Suppose you leave the weefee or data plan on throughout the day, then the span is rather short, requiring you to charge everyday.
And you must make sure your problems are really closed and has been exit because apps running in the background will drain your phone’s battery to the max!

As for web browsing, depending what browser you use. Opera is good. Google Chrome is better.
Awesome point is you get to view flash media. Woohoo!

And lastly, I give it a 7/10. XD

8.  StillDoll
September 1st, 2012 at 2:13 pm

Arigatou Gozaimasu for the info! :)
Gomen ne, but can i ask you why did you rate it 7/10?
are there some dissapointments or major cons?
i want to buy this, but im also planning to buy the Galaxy S advance.

9.  Ms Aya
September 1st, 2012 at 7:39 pm

Dear Still Doll

Well the camera takes blurry pictures in the sense that it has bad motion captures. You have to really focus and have steady hands to take nice shots.

It’s not that bad but it’s frustrating when you need a quick snap.

And apps running in the background.. I don’t like how so many apps which I did not open are running without my concern and eating up my battery!!

However, I think this phone is good enough to keep me contented for another year because of the Android market and you can’t get bored as there are new themes and updates from time to time! XD

10.  Ms Aya
September 1st, 2012 at 7:40 pm

PS: The name Still Doll.. did it come from Kanon Wakashima’s Still Doll song? :p

11.  StillDoll
September 1st, 2012 at 9:50 pm

Oh, i see. arigatou for the info! :3 last question, does it fit on one hand? are you able to handle it with one hand? Sorry for the stupid question. T_T
Hai. :) i love that song even though it’s somewhat scary. ^_^

12.  StillDoll
September 1st, 2012 at 9:51 pm

Gomen for the stupid question. xD i just think it’s really big. but i still want i though. :D

13.  StillDoll
September 2nd, 2012 at 9:17 pm

Sorry for all this fuss Aya-chan. T_T i just really think it’s too big. and im really confused. GOMEN NASAI~

14.  Ms Aya
September 4th, 2012 at 7:50 pm


Prefer the Advanced S?
Go for it then! XD

15.  StillDoll
September 6th, 2012 at 2:48 pm

Arigatou Gozaimashita Aya-chuu~ :)


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