Mood: Mercurial

Mood: Mercurial

!! GU-ROW !!

\<`A´>/

I’m single because…

  1. I don’t have much of a personality, intelligence nor am I pretty to look at.
  2. I have very low self-esteem which turns a lot of people off.
  3. I’m very fickle-minded to the point that it turns people off even more than my low self-esteem.
  4. I don’t mingle much with people.
  5. I’m like a fictional character.
  6. I’m very accustomed to my solitary life.
  7. I have a very shitty attitude.

[ . . . ]

…Gah! \<`A´>/

Guys, ask yourself why you are not my boyfriend? <TAT>

Is it because you don’t know me?

I’m far away?

Unfriendly?

Sheep is scary?

Whatever the reason is —

There you have it~ An answer~! Probably all the other guys are thinking the same as you do. It’s an unanimous opinion~

No, no — I’m not frowning as I’m typing this out. It’s just that my mind is unable to translate my thoughts into proper sentences. <´.__.`>

It’s frustrating and tiresome each time somebody ask me why I’m single and have yet to start dating.

Last time I could easily fall behind the reason that I’m still young however, I’m coming to 22 years old soon and it’s becoming harder for me to dodge. <´.__.`>

Well…

Whatever you think of me, just know that sheep is NOT: <TAT>

  1. A lesbian.
  2. On a quest to being a nun.

I don’t fancy the idea of losing my virginity to a sharp and manicured finger. As for being a nun? The word “Fuck” is part of my daily vocabulary and I wish to continue using it.

That said, this mystery is now officially — no longer a mystery! (Laughs)

This is the sheepish Ms Aya who is now — at ease. (Laughs) <^v^>/~

Baa~ Everyone, in case I don’t blog any sooner — Sheep would like to wish you all Happy Chinese New Year and Happy Valentine’s Day in advance. <—ω—>/

Too bad Tampoi Kura won’t be able to celebrate Chinese New year with my family. It passed away a few days ago. (Tears)

Nuuuuu! <;__;>

Now Leisure Mall Kura must be feeling so lonely in its tank. <;__;>

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19 comments so far

1.  kioko
February 9th, 2010 at 9:57 pm

Awwwww *pats* hopefully Tampoi Kura will be happily swimming in its turtles paradise in heaven (if you believe there’s one ^^)
And I know a friend of mine who’s 23 already and still single. Actually she used to have one last year when they broke up after a short while due to some culture differences, so she decides she’s not ready for any.

2.  krayle
February 9th, 2010 at 10:59 pm

a question that you’ll probably have to tackle alot during chinese new year visitations, ne?

perhaps we should all think of funny/weird/morbid answers that you can give your inquisitive relatives when they ask you this! it beats giving the age-old “nobody wants me la” half-joke. hrmmmm…. i vote sheep-chan to say that she’s secretly a black widow spider!!

3.  SPITxFIRE
February 10th, 2010 at 1:29 am

sheep, i think you should stop looking for a bf that look like sephiroth! lol!!!!!

ba~~ anyway, you should change for a bigger container. after 4 years and your tortoise is still so small. they can’t grow big when the place they stay are small. you stun their growth. And 2nd u should set them free some they when they are big enough. :P

4.  T
February 10th, 2010 at 11:44 am

你好!你是那国人?
你很漂亮 : )
再见

5.  Jason
February 10th, 2010 at 9:08 pm

I tell people I am single because my breath stinks..why yes I do eat a lot of kimchi, why do you ask?

6.  Kat
February 11th, 2010 at 5:57 am

I’ve only read a little about you but I must say I’m starting to like you. Haha! I didn’t mean that in a lesbiany way btw. :) )))

Hurrah for singlehood!

7.  random stumbler
February 11th, 2010 at 8:12 am

Hi, sheep

just randomly stumbling upon your blog and found this post interesting. I am also turning 22 soon and I find myself having to answer the same kind of question, especially a lot of my friends now found their bfs or gfs. But i see that a lot of them arent neccessarily as happy as me cuz they fight with their bfs or gfs all the time, so i tell myself “the hell with them”, cuz im happy with the way i am. hahaha

8.  Ms Aya
February 11th, 2010 at 5:43 pm

Dear kioko

Those boots. I think I saw them in your blog before. Brown color, was it? (.__.)

Yes, I hope Tampoi Kura is in a better place. My brother really loves his kura so he’s rather upset now.

At least your friend has experienced being in a relationship and when people ask why she’s single, she has a reason to back up which is she’s not ready.
A lot of people tend to jump when I tell them I have no admires and so on. (_ _)lll (Sigh)

Oh, what about kioko? Has kioko ever dated? If you don’t want to talk about it, it’s ok. (^-^)lll

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Dear Krayle

Family members won’t ask me this kind of question. I think they already know the answer. (Laughs)
It’s other people that keeps asking me. (Tears)
Haha~ Ya, the next time somebody ask me about my relationship status, I shall inform that I’m a black widow. (Laughs) I wonder what sort of reaction would I get if I say I’m married to a video game character? (.__.)
Ne, can sheep address Krayle as ‘Krayle-chan’? Please? (;__;)

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Dear Spit

Sheep long ago has already resigned to searching for a Sephy boyfriend. Impossible to find such a man in this world!

Sou? Poor kura-kura, kena bonsai. Will shift them to a bigger tank soon~ Thanks for the advice.
Eh…But speaking about releasing them, I think my brother wants to keep them forever…Does Spit keep kura-kura too? (.__.)

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Dear T

Eh? (.__.)

This could be a spam, but I’m just curious to know what it says. Translation, anyone? (Laughs) I think it’s Chinese.

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Dear Jason

(Laughs) Is that enough to silent their yappers, I wonder. They would ask more questions, no? (.__.)

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Dear Kat

(Laughs) Ok, not in a lesbiany way. (^x^)lll
Thanks for reading~ Hopefully your dad will get you a good phone~

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Dear Random Stumbler

True! Being in a relationship is not necessarily a happy ending~
People tell me to get a boyfriend as if it’s as easy as getting a dog. I mean — I rather wait and let love come naturally than to get into one just because other people are doing it. Though I admire those who keep trying and searching — baa!
Let’s just preserve our youth until our time comes~
!! roar !!

9.  kioko
February 11th, 2010 at 7:29 pm

Ok, first, a translation of what T says:

“Hello! Which country are you from?
You’re very pretty :)
Goodbye”

Ohhh yes, you’ve seen my brown boots already then ^^

Well you can explain to people that you’re not ready for a relationship and would love to enjoy life to a fuller extent (ie do more FUN things on your own~) before you get tied to someone lol (and start to worry about what presents u need to give your bf etc etc)

Oh me? No I have never been in a relationship hehe. Hopefully yes by the time I finish uni but I am not in a rush. I am not jealous when couples walk by or something, I have friends who love me and care for me, overall I am happy with life :) Besides I can enjoy spazzing over my JE boys without worrying to make my bf jealous XD

10.  Sandage
February 11th, 2010 at 11:30 pm

Relationships are clearly overrated if you ask me. Why on earth should we date someone in order to feel ok?, why should we go around town holding hands with someone to feel special?, is this life really meant to be lived on pairs to call it life?, I don’t think so.

We think love is the best feeling there is just because someone told us so (and don’t get me started explaining the whole lot of reasons I have to think that “love” isn’t really what they want us all to believe it is). In my opinion, if we’re gonna lose freedom, space and individuality by sharing our lives with someone well then, so be it, but at least I’m gonna pick someone really special, someone really worth the effort, otherwise I’m not likely to get away with it in one piece.

Right now I’m in a life-long relationship with myself and if there’s a girl who wants to jump into the boat, damn! she’s got to be someone who understands me, someone who cares about me and herself, someone with a great sense of humor and well, if she has a nice fit, slender body needles is to say she’s gonna earn a bunch of extra-points. Life is too precious to waste it tripping all along, Me?, I’m gonna date all the girls I can, but I’ll only give my love to the right one, and if she shall not appear, very well then, I’m gonna keep it to myself.

11.  krayle
February 12th, 2010 at 1:24 am

Sheep-chan~

Lol perhaps you could give them an evil glare and tell them that you eat boys for breakfast :D DD

and of course you can address me as krayle-chan, ne? (: even tho i started addressing you as Sheep-chan very early on. is there a standard of protocol for this? o_O i am sorry if i crossed any lines!

12.  grysh
February 12th, 2010 at 9:50 pm

Happy Chinese New Year and Happy Valentines’ Day as well. :)

Being single ain’t so bad. Who cares what others say :P

13.  Ms Aya
February 13th, 2010 at 1:28 am

Dear kioko

Oh…So that’s what it says…Could be a spam then. (Laughs)

Baa~ I do give that as my reason. But they’ll just keep countering back by saying that when I’m old, I’ll start to feel very lonely so it’s very important to have somebody.

They talk as if getting a boyfriend is such an easy thing. I don’t think true love happens very easily, do you agree?

Well, let’s just stick to what we believe rather than to let other people hurry us. (^-^)/

And oh yes~ While we’re single, let’s enjoy fan girling over JE guys without a worry! *Chants* Akanishi~ Akanishi~ (Laughs)

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Dear Sand

Relationships are clearly overrated if you ask me. Why on earth should we date someone in order to feel ok?, why should we go around town holding hands with someone to feel special?, is this life really meant to be lived on pairs to call it life?, I don’t think so.

*Nods* Nowadays, it doesn’t take love to be in a relationship. As long as they allow each other to hold hands, they think it’s ok to call it a relationship. I just feel that most people don’t take love seriously let alone commit themselves totally.

It’s like, just because everyone is doing it — the hop in the bandwagon trend it seems. (Sigh)

I’m gonna date all the girls I can, but I’ll only give my love to the right one, and if she shall not appear, very well then, I’m gonna keep it to myself.

(Cheers for Sand) (^v^)/

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Dear Krayle-chan

Ah! No! It’s ok. (^-^)lll
Then Krayle-chan it is. (Laughs)
Well, maybe I could say I’m more manly than some of the guys. (Laughs) So it won’t make any sense to have 2 guys in a relationship. (Laughs) Hohohoho~

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Dear Grysh

Thanks. Happy Chinese New Year and have a sweet Valentine’s Day to you too~ … and everyone else~

Nice blog you have there~ Baa~ (^w^)/

14.  T
February 14th, 2010 at 6:00 am

hahaha
wanted to know
where are you from,
and that you are pretty in chinese
I thought you knew chinese xD

15.  Ms Aya
February 14th, 2010 at 10:59 pm

Dear T

Oh, ok… Sorry. I thought it was a spam.
I am a Chinese who — can’t speak Chinese. (Laughs nervously)
As for where I come from? Malaysia. (^-^)/

16.  kioko
February 15th, 2010 at 12:23 am

Yeah I dont believe in love at first sight, though it’s romantic to believe there’s such thing. A very close friend of mine points out to me that I tend to fall for guys quite easily, and I pray it’s not the case when I choose a boyfriend :P (I just think I have been living in somewhere with a lack of male population too long, and oh yes I have been studying in a all-girls sch for AGES!)

Patience is a virtue, thats why ^-^

*chants along* UEDA~UEDA~~ *giggles*

17.  Ms Aya
February 16th, 2010 at 10:41 pm

Dear kioko

Ah! So kioko has very little exposure to boys! Then does kioko has any difficulties dealing and interacting with guys? (.__.)
(Laughs) Baa, you will find a good guy eventually. Both of us have to wait. (Laughs nervously)

18.  kioko
February 16th, 2010 at 11:50 pm

Yess, I guess I’d just be quieter when there’s boys around. Thats all. But if the guy is friendly and makes an effort to talk to me, I can get a bit more talkative pretty quickly hehe.
Hopefully we will be then! ^-^ I dont mind a bit of waiting, you know, good stuff comes when you’re least expected!

19.  SPITxFIRE
February 19th, 2010 at 2:06 am

i had some kura before… but never had any chance of bring them big enough to let them loss in the wild as they always get eaten by splinter!!!! i thought he were suppose to teach them to be ninja!!!

 

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