Archive for December 19th, 2009
Mood - Silly

Mood - Silly

This might come across as a silly entry but I don’t care. I’ve decided to write a message to my 2010 self. That’s right, I’m writing to my future self! (Laughs)

Without further ado~ <^ε^> ↓

Dear 2010 Sheep,

How are you? I’m trying to picture what kind of clothes are you wearing now. A space suit? A futuristic attire? Nay! That’s absurd! It has only been a year. However at this rate and our carelessness towards the environment…it’s possible that we will have to start wearing protective suits in time to come. How sad…and tacky! <≥A≤>/

By the way, are your boobs any bigger? (Laughs) It would be nice if they have grown fuller however, I hope they are not illegal — get what I mean? <OAO> (Laughs)

Right now, I’m thinking about your well being..whether you’re happy and contented with the way things are going for you.

“Are you any closer to your dreams?
Have you fulfilled your hair of revenge?
Is Auwlithe still fat and grumpy?
Are you living in the new house now?

How are the neighbors there? Friendly and warm?
Have you been visiting Aunty Sebasti and her family?
Do you still keep in touch with Nic and Fe?
What cellphone are you currently using?
Have you made any true friends?
Are you seeing anyone special?

…Or…
…Are you still as lonesome as ever?”

Well, I know I won’t be able to get your answers immediately. It’s going to take a year to finally get those questions answered. But don’t worry, I’ll patiently wait for your reply for I know, it takes time for those answers to take place.

In this letter, I can only tell you how is it like to be ‘me’ right now, who is 21 years old and still calls herself a sheep. (Laughs)

I have no complaints being me because I’m very comfortable with the way I am. Although not many people agree with my behavior and resentment towards humans, I’m able to dismiss their disapproval and carry on living with myself let it be if I’m alone.

I always believe that no one should force themselves to hop on the band wagon just because everyone else is doing it. People lose themselves when they do so. Also, they have to live with such a pretentious life. <TAT>

Anyway, for your sake — I hope you have found peace in yourself and able to live without any guilt and insecurity by now. Most importantly, live your life well. Do good no matter what.

One more thing: Please continue to blog at PaperDiaries even when no one is supporting you. Blogging has become a hobby that you enjoy so much. It would be a waste if you stop because of other people’s influence. <u__u>

Well, on top of all that has been said, I hope you are living a good life and by now, have someone special to hold dearly to. Though I don’t encourage you to be in a relationship yet. I think one year of acquaintance is still too green. Let’s wait for another couple of years, shall we? By then, we can start interrogating 2011 sheep! <^v^>/ (Laughs)

Before I end my message, it seems there are a few more messages from your friends. ↓

* Names are concealed for protection

I’m not sure if there will be messages from your blog readers as well but by any means, please read them with an open heart~

Thank you and see you soon~!

Hugs and kisses,

2009 Sheep

Reminder: This message is scheduled to be unearthed on the 19th December 2010, night. (Laughs)