Archive for July, 2009
Mood - On cloud nine

Mood - On cloud nine


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This is…

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Damn…Sheep is running out of punchlines to start her introduction. <∏A∏>lll

Gomenapai! <≥A≤>/

Anyway, this is going to be a short entry as I have nothing in particular to write about other than publishing my latest artwork. <—ω—>

However, it is not an original artwork of mine; I copied from this book: Drawing and Painting the Undead by Keith Thompson, as a practice. ↓

Out of the many characters, I chose to copy the ‘Fungal Zombie’ because I like the uniform and its stance~. ↓

Rough sketch ↑

Complete art after coloring↑

Once in a while, it’s good to copy other experts’ artworks as a practice and to learn some new techniques. Moreover, explore the endless boundaries of art.

Currently, I’m more into rough sketches and art style that isn’t too manga-like. All I can say is, after going through the compilation of artwork from ‘The Garden of Eye Candy’, my perspective on art has changed dramatically as I no longer visualize in the anime and manga image. <OAO>

Then again, it does not mean that I will stop drawing manga characters. (Laughs nervously)


De —This is my rough sketch of the fungal zombie~. ↓

NB: Copied. I copied. Not an original artwork of mine. Sheep COPIED!


Here’s a kind reminder to all the artists who are reading this:

When you are drawing a full-length body, always remember to draw a layout of the body or measure how much of space you are planning to take up because you don’t want to realize later that you have not enough space to draw the legs.

My fungal zombie almost lost his legs because I underestimated the space and did not draw out a proper layout. Fortunately, there was just enough of space to draw the boots otherwise, it would look really funny and incomplete.

Just so you catch my drift: ↓

Suppose you really have not enough space to complete up to the legs/shoes, then I think you should change the pose/stance rather than shorten your character’s legs. To force your character to become a midget all because you didn’t take precaution of the space, that’s so cruel! (Laughs)

(Sigh) My fungal zombie could have been taller…(Tears) <;__;>

Before I drew this picture, I was in grave depression to the point of feeling lifeless. But strangely, after drawing this zombie — all of the sudden I feel so ALIVE! <^x^>/

!! Fukatsu !!

Sore ja — The sheep who revives from drawing an undead, takes her leave~!

NOTE: New link has been added to the sidebar under ‘Misc’. If you are a fan of, you might like this site too: Shipment of Fail. (Thanks, Mimi)

Mood - Hyper and perky

Mood - Hyper and perky

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The cutting is too low~! <∏A∏>

(Laughs) This is the extremely happy Ms Aya who dug out an old dress from her closet~ v<^ε^>b

I wore this dress a couple of times and if my memory serves me right, I stopped wearing this provocative dress ever since I got my ass groped by a bastard. (Tears)

Though the touch lasted for less than 5 seconds, it had me frightened for days and it stretched to weeks! I hope that bastard had his hands chopped off in the most slow, painful and malicious way! In addition, may a rhino anal-fucks him each time he thinks of grabbing other woman’s ass! Plus each time he wanks himself, he shall start having diarrhea through his dick! (ROAR!) <`A´>/

Don’t tell me that I’m being mean and unreasonable or the fact that I shouldn’t wear such a dress in public. It is not my fault for — Rephrase — NOT ANY WOMAN’S FAULT for the mishap things that happens to them. A woman’s dressing SHOULDN’T be the cause of their misfortune with men! The misfortune I’m talking about is getting molested, raped, flashed and any other forms of sexual assault.

I’m not sure if there’s still a debate about women DESERVED to be sexually assaulted because of their dressing code. But I should think everyone knows that victims are victims — no one asked for it.

There was once, in the newspaper column, a woman wrote about female victims of sex predators and how they had to live through the scars and fear everyday. The following week, a man replied to the column saying that some women DESERVED to get raped — because of the way they dress.

Likewise, many people opposed his stupid statement. How in the world can this person say that women deserved to fall victims to their prey with the way they dress?

It’s like saying one deserves to die for happening to be at the wrong place at the wrong time. ← (Can’t think of a better phrase…But you get the idea, I hope)

Give the victims a break, will you? They are already suffering physically and mentally, there’s absolutely no need to add salt to the wounds by saying they DESERVE it.

Ok, I know that dressing like a skank is very tempting for some guys to hover the air with lust. Revealing clothes make it seem very inviting for men to fantasize and eventually, develops the urge to get in her pants. This is why some women fall victim to their prey because they displayed such invitation. However, that does not mean they asked or deserved it and that it’s alright for the offender to do such a thing.

In fact, there are women who were sexually assaulted even though they were fully dressed up! Take the Malays for an example. They are fully covered from head to toe and yet they get targeted by fucking sex predators. Do they deserve it? Did they ask for it? No…There wasn’t a banner stamped on their foreheads saying, “Just bang me hard!”

So what makes anyone think that girls in less clothes are calling out for a bang?

As you can piece this out, it does not take provocative clothes to lure these sick bastards — They are sick to the point some are desperate enough to ram their rods into any woman or girl let her be just a mere baby, blind, ugly or autistic.

These bastards shouldn’t be pardoned nor should we provide excuses for their actions such as  — Oh, the girl dressed too skimpily and he couldn’t control his lust hence it’s her fault. That wretch!

Anyway about the column, another point which probably angered people the most was that he said, since the women got raped, why not enjoy the sex while at it?

Damn, this article was years ago — If I can find it, I would definitely let you read what this fella has written.

You would be flabbergasted, I tell you. Unless you agree with him… <T_T> (Stares daggers)

!! ROAR !!

I like this dress and would love to wear it again… But as you can see from above, I might get unwanted attention so… ↓

I better wear a blouse inside…Just to be safe…

Suppose anything happen to me, I don’t want to be blame for wearing such a low cut dress despite that it shouldn’t be my fault. Baa… <u_u>

You know…I’m very lucky that nothing ill has bestowed upon me. I have some friends who got their asses grabbed many times whereas it only happened once for me. I do get obscene flashers from time to time but none too vicious. Speaking of which, last week — There were 2 maybe-unintentional flashers.

First one happened while I was about to climb up the stairs. A man descended and stood 3 – 5 steps away from me. I didn’t pay much attention at first for I was trying to carry my luggage (I was exhausted so it was difficult to even lift the luggage up the steps). Then I felt suspicious because he stood there too long.

So I looked over to have found him pissing by the side. It was a hideous sight and not something I wanted to see after 5 hours of train ride.

The following day, I saw a man lifting up his shirt and beneath was an exposed underwear G-string; PINK and BLUE was the color. If I had been closer, his pubic hair would be scarily visible. <x__x>

If I’m not mistaken, this could be the same man that I mentioned in one of my old entries. <o_o>


Enough of my rants… <u_u>

Let me hear yours regarding this topic, ok? <^x^>/

↑ Baa! I went to the hair saloon yesterday to have my hair colored. The color is not going to be apparent until a few washes so let’s wait together to see how brownish it gets, ok?

That’s all for today’s entry~!

This is Ms Aya the sheep, ending this post with her *‘Mendokusei’ face~

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Hona, sheep is going outstation tomorrow!

Guu~waa!!!! <≥A≤>/

* Troublesome

Honey, I’m Home!

Posted by: Ms Ayain Ms Aya's Papers
Mood - Nerdy

Mood - Nerdy

I’m back from my trip!

As stated in my previous entry, I stayed at my bro’s place in Damansara prior to the road trip with my friends.

We met up on Thursday (9th July) and the next day, we shoot off to Cameron Highlands, in Fe’s car!

It was only the 3 of us who went up there so without further ado, let me introduce to you my childhood friends! ↓

The Characters

The Wild, Sporting and Don’t-Mess-With-Me Babe

Name: Felicia (Fe)

Age: 20+

Star sign: Libra

Blood type: O

Relationship status: Taken!

The Smart, Animal lover and Know-What-She-Wants Chick

Name: Nicole (Nic)

Age: 20+

Star sign: Scorpio

Blood type: O

Relationship status: Single!

The Uneducated Luggage Who Lives in Her Own World


I should think you already know my details.

By the way, they always call me by my middle name and sometimes “Ash” for short.

As for relationship, sheep is single!

(Laughs nervously)

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Mood - Bored

Mood - Bored


I’m left alone in my brother’s place. I’m kind of thankful that he left behind his laptop for me. Otherwise, it will be hard for me to by pass the free time~ <^ω^>/

I won’t be meeting my friends until Thursday so I’m just gonna stay up here and read this giant book of The Punisher~. ↓

… A very thick book that is filled with gory and sadistic methods of punishing criminals. The Punisher, Frank Castle, is a real bad ass vigilante. Has anyone read the comics or at least, watched the movie yet? (Punisher: Warzone) <.__.>{?]

(My favorite page: ↑)

Prior to this, I don’t really like comics that are based on heroism (especially American heroes) such as Spiderman, Dare Devil, Captain America, Incredible Hulk etc. They just never appealed to me however, I probably like The Punisher because of the sadistic and hard core methods he uses to dispel crime. Other heroes are too lenient. <¬_¬>

Anyway, when it comes to vigilantes, there seem to have lots of controversial opinions whereby some people disagree with the illegal action taken upon criminals by a citizen while others support vigilantes for finishing jobs that cops can’t or won’t do.

In the first place, do you know how fictional superheroes like Batman came about? <.__.>{?]

Well, I was told that these heroes were inspired during the dark ages when crimes were rising to no limits. Innocent people who were living in those days could only dreamed of someone to help clear the streets from vicious and malicious criminals. <u_u>

With this pure hopes and dreams, heroes like Batman and Captain Nazi[?] were born. <^-^>

Now that I think about it properly, we can’t seem to create new  and fresh fictional characters with strong heroism and personailty because — their inspiration is not strong and pure enough. I mean, if Batman and Spiderman inspired you, that outcome would probably be as close as Batman and Spiderman thus, creating a ripped off character. I just think that we should get inspiration from ourselves and not look at others to get any. This way, what you create is something that came out from your heart and no one else can ever create the same thing that you do.

I won’t be surprise if some movies are created solely for the reason of profiting a fortune. This is exactly why they can’t beat the classics.

Baa… <u_u>

I’m not one to speak though…

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(Laughs nervously)

What am I babeling here… <^-^>lll Sorry, sorry! I got lost in thoughts.


Regarding the very first picture in this post (no, not the sheep avatar), my hair looks very frizzy and dry, ne?

Here’s a closer shot~: ↓

It has been damaged badly by the previous perm. Even my hair color has gone wild! (Tears)

… I want my brown hair back. <∏A∏>

Oh well… On the good side, my hair has grown longer, which makes me very happy~. ↓

I wanna carry on growing my hair of revenge~!!! (LAUGHS)

…Baa… I must go now. <u_u,>

Blog to you all again some other time!


Before I go…  I should think this is the first time you all have ever seen me wearing other colors besides pink, white and brown…Correct? ↓


Shoot…Looks like I’ve put on some weight. (Cries) <;__;>

PS: I’m missing my dearest Auwlithe. The other day I gave mum a phone call to check up on her and Auwlithe. Mum said he stopped drinking water ever since I left the house. Auwlithe knows that when I go out with a large luggage, that means I won’t be around for some time. Poor baby…I hope by now he has already drank some water.