Archive for June, 2009

Painted Sheep on the Roll

Posted by: Ms Ayain Ms Aya's Papers
Mood - Genki

Mood - Genki

Hell~o, people!

Ms Aya is all cheered up and ready to blog — with high spirits! (Laughs)

I thank those of you who were concerned for me. Although I did not speak out my problems, you all were caring enough to comfort me. Thank you! <`v´>/!

With the given encouragements, I’ll blog a long entry in order to make up for last week’s absence. But it won’t be long enough to compensate for next week’s absence! <`v´>/

Well, sheep will be going outstation to meet 2 childhood buddies. It has been 5 long years since we last hung out together plus, as a special reunion and us reaching 21 years old, we are going on a road trip somewhere to do our very own photoshoot. <`x´>

The girls are planning to use make-up and even though I don’t fancy using cosmetics, I guess I’ll go along with them. It would totally suck if I ended up spoiling their photos with my plain and ugly face. (Laughs)

Furthermore, I don’t want to be the only spoilsport between the girls. How can I let my noobish side get to me, right?

FIGHT~O! <`v´>/

With this intention, I went shopping for make-up last week. ↓

At first, I was pretty excited upon the thought of photoshooting with the girls. However, upon reaching the facial shops, my sheepish face slowly turned into an incredibly dumbfounded expression. <º−º>lll

“What am I suppose to buy anyway?” <º−º>lll

All that I had in mind came to a pause as though my clockwork got jammed and moments later, I found myself leaving the complex — empty handed. (Laughs nervously)

I know jack squat about cosmetics! <`A´>

I see them in magazines but never give much attention because in my eyes, everything looks the same. Though I admit, I admire the color palates and the cute bottles and boxes~. <—ω—>

Come to think about it, I hardly browse through the make-up section and whenever I happen to glance over, I always think of fruits and candies because of the way they are packaged. Sometimes I feel that it is the packaging that attracts women to buy them. It is because of the colors and the fanciness? Or they look like yummy sweets?

Who knows… <u_u>

Speaking of make-ups and sweets, when I was small, I thought make-ups were sweets, just like I mistook condoms for chewing gums. <_  _>


The following day (after equipping myself with bits of knowledge on cosmetics), I went to the same place and decided to do all my make-up shopping in Etude House (By the way, I chose based on the color of the shop). (Laughs)

↑ Cosmetics from Korea

While I was sampling the foundations, I couldn’t help but to be amazed either at the artistry of cosmetic or my ignorance towards them.

“Eh? What’s the difference with this foundation and the other one?”, I fumbled. When skin color is concern, they are almost the same.

Either I saw everything yellow because of the dim lights OR I am indeed blind. Anyhow, I just picked one foundation and a lip tint to go with it. ↓


If you’re wondering how I look like with make-up, here’s a reference: ↓

*Winked out of genkiness*

I applied:

  • Foundation
  • Powder
  • Lip tint
  • Eye mascara

(Laughs) Instead of beautifying, I feel more like I’m dirtying my face. Imagine a guy kisses me on the cheeks…he would definitely go, “Bluuueeek! You taste so artificial!” Then again, I’m not in a relationship so there’s no one to kiss me. Y~ay! “Keep your tongue to yourself, dick!”

But seriously, the taste sucks. I accidentally licked a bit of foundation from the corner of my lips and after drinking so much of water and other beverages, the awful taste is still lingering. Yuck!


Initially, I thought I’d look scary with make-up on, just like my mother and that woman. But I guess I won’t as long as I stick to a pinch of cosmetics.

Just so you get my meaning of scary…

Mum used to be a typical 9a.m. – 5p.m. working woman and everyday, she wore make-up before she goes to work. After work, she often returned home with her cranky mood and with that, her temper flared at even the smallest and insignificant matter. In addition to her yells and screams, her painted face emphasized more fear as she looked like a witch.

As for that woman, the 3rd wife of that man…I remember it took 1 word from my mouth to make her cry until her make-up begun smudging all over her face. I was 9 years old at that time and did not know much about cosmetics so I actually thought her face was melting — literally…It wasn’t a likable sight.


Ok…I must stop now before I get too random with this post. <u__u>

I suppose I’ll be blogging again after I return from outstation.

In the mean time — Everyone, please take care and enjoy your summer~

Today’s breakfast: Eggs and bread ↑

Today’s clothes and hair style: Pink dress and hair tied in 2 loose buns. ↑

PS: Hey…I just realized that this entry mostly consist of negative words such as “don’ts”, “never”, “—n’t”…

Looks like I gotta learn how to use positive words to color my entries! ROAR!

PPS: According to the doctor, the red patches on my cheeks are all along — freckles. <OAO>{!!!]

“Eraikotcha” indeed. <OAO>

This entry almost turn out into a long-winded whines but half-way, I just couldn’t complete interacting with my heart.

I guess…I’m becoming blind, deaf and numb.

Some things should just remain unearth…and they will dissolve through natural means.

Mood - Unknown

Mood - Unknown


I see this kind of scenery in my nightmares… But… ↓ <_  _>lll

I wonder what’s it doing here? <.___.>{?]

Judging from our attitude towards the environment, I’m not surprise that we’ll be seeing more of this nightmare in time to come. (Weeps)

Although I might not be above the earth by then, if I’m given a chance to live on earth as a spirit, I’d still want to see the earth abound with trees. <—ω—>

Speaking of living as a spirit, have you ever asked yourself whether you want to be invisible — let it be you have the ability to or you die and live as a spirit?

It’s a very childish thought but I admit, I still think about how nice if I’m a spirit. I don’t have to have a face, body and cling on to materialistic objects like money, food et al. <^-^>

Anyway, here are the few things I’ll do if I’m a wondering spirit:

The first thing I’ll do is — make my way to the Lochness lake for the purpose of visiting the Lochness monster! I’ve always been curious whether there’s such a creature living on this planet. I believe the biggest mystery lies in the ocean because that’s one of the places we humans can’t fully venture into.

Besides the ocean, the desert is another mystery. The desert is very vast and covered with sand. We don’t know what lies beneath it. Apparently, there’s a myth saying that The Sphinx is not built by humans because at that era, there was no such equipment that could possibly invent such a complex city.

So if I’m a wondering spirit, I’ll go to these places to satisfy my curiosity. (Laughs)

Second — peep into people’s houses. I remember blogging about my curiosity on some houses and what kind of people live in them. It will be so nice to finally know what kind of people live in certain houses! <^v^>/

Other than that, I’ll of course watch over my family. I’ll help my future niece and nephew in their exams. (Laughs)

These are the things I’d love to do as an invisible being. <*^-^>

What about you? Would you give up your life now to be invisible or would you rather have both?

And what will you do if you’re invisible? <.__.>{?]

Before I end this… Here’s a tag~!

1.My Name : J____ A_____.
2.My birthday : 15th June.
3.Who tagged you : Synjie.
4.Name 5 best friends : Auwlithe.
5.What do you wished for birthday : To be a free spirit/invisible.
6.Happy things that happened recently : Nothing.
7.Most stressed about recently : Nothing.
8.What is your dream about future: Read above entry.
9.Do you have someone you like : No.
10.Will you visit your ex-teacher in a classmate gathering : I don’t mind visiting my ex-teachers.
11.Most happy to hang out with : Myself. I’m happy to go out alone because I can move at my own pace and make my own decisions.
12.If two of your friends are having conflicts : Tell them to solve the problem between themselves and don’t complicate things by involving a third-party.
13.Where is preferably the place to go with your lover : I forgotten where I wanted to take him. <´•___•`>
14.What to do in Christmas : Snuggle in bed/couch while reading a book, watching TV or playing games.
15.Who do you want to celebrate Christmas with : Never came across my mind. (Laughs)
16.Bad habit when waking up early in the morning : Ignoring people.
17.How many siblings do you have : 1 big brother.
18.Favorite song(Female) : Agony by Kotoko.
19.Favorite song(Male) : Gotta be Somebody by Nickelback.
20.Favorite Color(s): White, pink, ash, brown, red and light yellow.
21.Flush before using the toilets?: If dirty, then yes I, I do flush the toilet.
22.Love me not? : <.__.>{?]
23.Affectionate to guys or girls : Guys.
24.What do you want to shout out loudly: “BANKAI!!!”
25.Do you dare to go toilets alone in the middle of the night?: Yes, I get scared when using hotel toilets.
26.Will you take off your undies in while in the WC : As in totally remove? Nu-uh.
27.Who’s the bastard : Justin. Fucking bastard’s birthday was yesterday.
28.What’s the current affection : (Thinking hard) Nothing…
29.Ugly when asleep: Yes.
30.Whats the time now : 2:04 p.m.
31.Do you hate the person who tagged you : No.
32.Weight: 43kg
33.Weather today : Scorching hot.
34.Are you pregnant: No.
35.What will you do if you win a lottery: Deposit half the prize money into my bank account. The remaining will be distributed to my family members.
36.An activity that must be done while in the Uni -life : Study.

【People Tagged】 :

1. kioko
2. Kim-chan
3. Krayle
4. Pixy
5. Sachi-chan
6. Sand
7. Saru-chan
8. WY (Kiri-Kirino)


This is Ms Aya, going to catch a movie later~ <^3^>/

Black Jack Ni Narichatta!

Posted by: Ms Ayain Ms Aya's Papers
Mood - Positive

Mood - ?

Dear Friends and Readers,

This is Ms Aya who just turned into a fine 21 year old sheep. I want to thank all those who wished me Happy Birthday on such a significant day~

Also not forgetting those who greeted me in advance. <^-^>/

Thanks for the email, smses, Facebook messages and the comments in PaperDiaries!

It was very thoughtful and sweet of everyone~!

Todays Outfit

Today's Outfit

One naughty fella even tagged me in this photo! <`ω´>/ ↓

(Laughs) <^v^>/

Overall, I had a pleasant day~

My neighbors even cooked dinner and bought me a cake. ↓

(Smiles) . . .

How kind… <°ˆωˆ°> Baa~

So once again, I thank everyone for wishing and remembering my birthday.


[ . . . ]

Other than saying “Thank You”, I don’t know what else to say… <´•__•`> (Gulps)

[ . . . ]

!! runs away !!

My neighbors and mum

PS: Baa… Where’s my mum? <.__.>{?]