By Thy Side

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Yokoso~♫

This is Ms.Aya who is bursting with lots of energy to blog, entertain and irritate you as much as possible in just one day~! (Laughs) \<´v`>/~¤

She is also the same girl who saw a naked kid today but still couldn’t tell apart the child’s gender despite the obvious exposure. (Laughs nervously) <´•__•`>

Honest! Sheep still cannot fathom out that child’s gender! (Cries)

Anyway, that’s not important so let’s dismiss it. (Everyone: But you brought this up first… Sheep: *Shrugs*)

It rained heavily awhile ago and as usual… Auwlithe got terrified of the lightning and thunder. Every time when the sky starts to down pour, Auwlithe would come close to the grill and shiver out of fear. Sometimes he would even vibrate violently! ↓

So when it rains heavily, I would normally sit beside him at the door, talk to him and pat him until he feels safe. Now that I think about it… Even a dog wants a companion by its side to allay it at times of fear. <o_o>{!]

All this while… I try not to yearn for anyone to be by my side. I always feel that I’d look stupid and too dependent on others so — I resort to imprisoning myself mentally. As time goes by, I adapt to this mindset and eventually lost the faith in having others by my side. <_  _>lll

I admit… Last time when I hear people pleading to have someone by their side.. I would have ill perceptions about them. Such as “Heh.. Such a weak fella who easily feels lonely” or I’ll plainly call that person a loser.

But after observing my dog carefully… I start to realize one thing. The first time I had to comfort him throughout the rainy seasons, it was really tough to console and calm him down. He would persist in coming in the house and sometimes he would keep calling for me as he cries in fear.

We don’t allow him to enter the house because we’re afraid it might become a habit later on. Also, we wanted him to be strong and learn to adjust himself outside whether it’s rain or shine. <¬_¬>

Anyway… I began to accompany him whenever it rains and sometimes when I leave him for just awhile — Auwlithe will start to cry. <TAT>

Yes, he’s very needy under this particular circumstances. However… I came to notice that he no longer cries or whines a lot during the rainy seasons. In fact, I don’t have to keep patting him until the rain stops. <^-^>lll

Just now, I saw him shivering and just when I was about to come over — He stopped his shivers and calmed down. It was as if having me in his sight was more than enough to allay him. <´-` >

So my point is… Even a dog has this instinct and sense of wanting a being to be by its side at fearful and needy times.

Prior to this I seem to be worse than an animal.. What a shame. (Laughs)

And I thought dwelling on my own is an act of bravery. <T_T>

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Baa~ <u_u>

Having that said, yearning for a companion to be in one’s side isn’t a foolish crave and certainly not something to be ashamed of. It’s part of our nature as what the saying goes: No man is an island~☆!

In addition, this is the same for animals too!

(Folds arms) What a valuable lesson…~♫ (Nods in agreement)

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Everyone: What the– Now only sheep knows?

Sheep: Shut up. lll<¬_¬> *Blushes*